It has been some time since my last blog. It appears that life has crept up on me and taken over. I have returned to work two days a week which has been an overwhelming field of emotions for me. I am extremely lucky to have family that are not only able, but willing to look after Molly for those two days. My mum and dad have taken on the responsibility and I daresay, they love it. They get some extra one on one time with Mo, and she gets to spend more time with her grandparents which is a huge bonus. I am very family oriented and want my baby girl to have a good and strong bond with the family too.
At the end of my working day I come home and can't wait to wrap my arms around Molly. As soon as she sees me she just wants me and no-one else, which makes me feel so loved and special. My parents then start telling me of all the amazing things they got up to and then proceed to tell me all about what Molly has done in her nappy that day! I see it enough...I don't actually need to know what poos she does when I'm not around, as amusing as poo is haha!
It's a very strange sensation being back at work. Some moments, I feel as though I never left and others I feel like a fish out of water. I have changed roles so I have a fair amount to learn and I'm excited and daunted all at the same time, but I honestly just wish I knew everything I need to know so I can sink my teeth into it and help my team. Alas I am a beginner once again and learning all the ropes.
So I guess I'm kind of enjoying being back at work, but in the back corner of my mind all I can think about is one person. One little person to be precise. Molly. She's always in my thoughts, and it's those thoughts that put a smile on my face.
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